His Gentle Whisper
1 Kings 19:11-13
Life swirled completely unexpectedly around us. Our best prayed over, most faith-filled plans were unraveling in front of us. And not only in front of us, but publicly too. As a ministry couple much of life is lived openly, for all to see, ponder and comment on. Many questioned, ''What in the world is God doing with you guys?'' Truth was, I had no idea.
I knew God was good and faithful. Even though life wasn't adding up the way we thought it would when we took that leap of faith, we were still confident that God had brought us to this place and His faithfulness would shine through. But in the meantime, our hearts were raw and weary. As time went on and His plan moved us in a new direction, we witnessed His goodness, but still, people asked (and my heart begged to know), ''What was God doing?''
Enough difficult seasons, emptied hopes and disappointments piled on my heart and faith for me to have a desperate need to figure this thing out with God. What did He want from me? How was I supposed to understand and respond to all these different pieces of our life-puzzle? I felt like Jacob wrestling; I wanted to be still, but this heaviness of heart seemed to find no relief than to sweat it out with the Lord. Finally, I heard His answer. An answer that echoed His reply to another soul-weary servant, Elijah:
So He said, ''Go forth and stand on the mountain before the Lord.'' And behold, the Lord was passing by! And a great and strong wind was rending the mountains and breaking in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord was not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a sound of a gentle blowing. When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood in the entrance of the cave. And behold, a voice came to him and said, ''What are you doing here, Elijah?'' 1 Kings 19:11-13 NAS
I continually set my eyes on the winds, earthquake, and fire, trying to understand God in them, but He wasn't in them. He was in the gentle blowing. Sometimes He comes in great thunderous storms, but often, those storms are the result of a fallen world, broken choices and just ''life.'' I couldn't understand what He was saying to me through those circumstances because while He was sovereign over them, they weren't His mouthpieces ...
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